10. Bald
We all know Pantani takes his commitments seriously. And his appointment with the bald Ventoux was longstanding. […] Ventoux remained indifferent. No victims this time around, a simple elimination; anyone who falls behind 50 metres has no chance of catching up. This is true for all but one. Pantani. […] On Ventoux, Pantani suffers like a dog, lagging behind twice. The leaders see him break from the pack, beyond the admirers, grinding forward and searching for the right pace. One or twice he drops behind, with humility, and extreme fatigue. Further back, he catches his breath. And thinks. He thinks that he has seen better times, he thinks that his left quad has been hurting for days, he thinks of Hautacam, when he threw off his cap and sped up, then they planted it there like a fig. Then he thinks that he cannot miss this chance. He has nothing to take off; he is bareheaded; so he accelerates. Heras and Beloki catch up. So he accelerates a second time, more brusque this time. Heras is right behind, strong wind in his face. This should advise prudence, the wind is like a hand pushing him back. But Pantani is not cautious; he is lucidly desperate. His wings start moving, but he is unable to open them. He will have to try again. The days when one try was enough are over. He could have been over if he did not grab on to the last train, and who knows how much it cost him. Instead he is still in the running, so to speak. There are moments when each spin pushes his soul and his lungs back, especially on this rocky mountain that would be boiling if not for the gusty wind. So for the third time Pantani takes off, just as Virenque is gaining on him, to make sure he does not catch up. He pushes forward once again. The finish line is less than 3km away. And Pantani accelerates twice more, to distance Botero, the guard on duty, while Ullrich persists firm and strong, giving his all, Armstrong joins the group and reaches Pantani in a few pedals. They speak. They ride past the Simpson Stele, a place of worship for cyclists who do not leave flowers (that would never last) but bottles filled with stones, tubes, bicycle key rings and caps. The grey granite boulder depicting the shadow of a cyclist is not from Ventoux. On the mountain everything is green or white. (Gianni Mura, La Repubblica, 2000)